Current mood: content
Despite my having dreaded Mother’s Day coming, I am quite content at this moment. I woke up pretty excited Saturday morning because I was going to take a class in a subject that I’ve been interested in. After taking the class, I came home and kind of cleaned up, listened to music and fell asleep, mercifully so because I had been having problems sleeping all week. I woke up Sunday and I actually still felt quite good. I continued cleaning up and eventually put on clothes and went out to enjoy the beautiful day Sunday turned out to be.
There are many things that I don’t have. However I now feel that the things I currently have are enough and I have enough hope and/or faith that the things that are missing will eventually come. Each day since I woke up Saturday has been its own special little treat. My heart doesn’t feel as heavy as it has in the past and I feel that maybe, just maybe, I’m healing. Life is good and I feel good. For that, I’m grateful.
Currently listening:
Piano Classics
By Ludwig van Beethoven
Release date: 21 March, 2000