Current mood: hopeful
Category: Romance and Relationships
Intention is a powerful thing. When trying to learn how to swim, I actually accomplished quite a bit when I stopped focusing on not-drowning but focused on swimming in the ocean during my next vacation instead.
Although I’m still not ready to go to Miami and swim out into the distance, I enjoyed a 1000 improvement in my ability.
Now, I would like to turn my thoughts away from the negative past in regards to “men who done me wrong” and instead focus on my hopes and dreams of who is waiting for me in the not-so-distant future.
ABOUT HIM
He will be an intelligent man who is definitely comfortable in almost any environment. For those environments that he is not comfortable in, he will be socially adept enough to manage until we can gracefully leave. Not to leave out one of the more shallow but important things – he will be physically attractive to me (maybe not everyone else, who knows, but I will definitely want to spend the rest of my eternity on this plane looking at him). Most importantly, he will love me, understand me (or at least continuously try to understand me) and respect me. He will in fact be my best friend. And the devoted father of my children. And the sunshine on my cloudy day. And the twinkle in my eye when all around me is chaos.
ABOUT ME WITH HIM
I will be the carefree, loving person I long to be. There will be no bricks or mortar left from the old brick wall I built around myself long ago. I will luxuriate in the contentment created by being around someone who loves me and whom I in turn love back. Openly. Shamelessly. Ceaselessly. I too will be the twinkle in his eye when all around him is chaos (even if I created it). And the sunshine on his cloudy day. And the devoted mother of his children. I will be his best friend.
ABOUT US TOGETHER
Unfettered love.
IN THE MEANTIME
I am living my life (almost to the fullest).
Currently reading:
How to Attract Your Ideal Mate
By Linda Georgian
Release date: 28 January, 1999