Current mood: sad
Yesterday I was happy. Today, based on circumstances of my own (un)doing, I find myself rather desolate and sad. Within the past 24 hours I’ve experienced some setbacks that are beating my spirit into mush. I’ve lost my usual optimism and I now feel as if the air has been punched out of my stomach. The situation even feels as if it is going to adversely affect my budding relationship. More so than anything else, that is my biggest fear – to lose something that I wanted/needed after having found it.