{"id":16,"date":"2014-02-21T02:33:22","date_gmt":"2014-02-21T08:33:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blog.petitefreespirit.com\/2014\/02\/a-victim-in-my-skin\/"},"modified":"2020-06-10T19:47:03","modified_gmt":"2020-06-11T00:47:03","slug":"a-victim-in-my-skin","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.petitefreespirit.com\/index.php\/2014\/02\/21\/a-victim-in-my-skin\/","title":{"rendered":"A Victim in my Skin"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><P align=justify><FONT style=\"FONT-SIZE: 14px\" face=arial><FONT style=\"FONT-SIZE: 85%\"><\/FONT><FONT style=\"FONT-SIZE: 85%\"><\/FONT><FONT style=\"FONT-SIZE: 85%\"><\/FONT>Several years ago (over a decade now that I think about it), I wrote a small collection of poetry that seemed to flow effortlessly.&nbsp; A lot of it was relationship-based.&nbsp; Yet, one day I decided to write a poem based on what I perceived an adult Black man may feel living in the United States.&nbsp; This was written over a decade ago, however, the murders of Trayvon Martin and Jordan Davis make this poem seem a bit quaint in comparison to current events.&nbsp; To more accurately reflect today&#8217;s reality, I should probably change the title to &#8220;A Target in my Skin.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p>Please note, this IS officially copyrighted material&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><u><b>A Victim in my Skin<\/b><\/u><\/p>\n<p>To hear you and the media tell it, I&#8217;ve done it all<br \/>From raping a woman to shoplifting at the mall.<br \/>I walk around everyday just trying to mind my own<br \/>But naww, you just can&#8217;t seem to leave me alone.<br \/>You pull my car over in the middle of the night<br \/>With a bad drawing of someone I don&#8217;t even look like.<br \/>You follow me around when I shop in your store<br \/>As if I want what I can afford and a lil&#8217; sumthin more.<br \/>When I walk down the street on a quiet, dark night<br \/>You hold your purse tighter and step quickly in fright.<br \/>How many days and nights have I innocently spent in prison or jail,<br \/>Because when it comes to us, the justice system continues to fail?<br \/>The picture you paint is always &#8220;perpetrator of the crime&#8221;<br \/>But really all you see is the brown skin, time after time.<br \/>Have I lost my right to a judge and jury because of my melanin tone?<br \/>Or, are all of my rights forsaken and just plain gon&#8217;?<br \/>Even when I present a polished, professional look and hold my head high<br \/>When the raises, promotions and opportunities are passed out, I&#8217;m passed by.<br \/>I matriculated and earned my Bachelor&#8217;s degree, Master&#8217;s degree and Ph.D.<br \/>But with all that said and done, even I must live in fear of the LAPD.<\/p>\n<p>I ask the question, when will the painful racism end,<br \/>And I can stop being a victim in my skin?<\/p>\n<p><font style=\"font-size: 14px;\"><\/p>\n<p style=\"\" align=\"justify\">\n<p><\/font><\/font><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Several years ago (over a decade now that I think about it), I wrote a small collection of poetry that seemed to flow effortlessly.&nbsp; A lot of it was relationship-based.&nbsp; Yet, one day I decided to write a poem based on what I perceived an adult Black man may feel living in the United States.&nbsp; &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.petitefreespirit.com\/index.php\/2014\/02\/21\/a-victim-in-my-skin\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">A Victim in my Skin<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_uag_custom_page_level_css":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-16","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-musings"],"uagb_featured_image_src":{"full":false,"thumbnail":false,"medium":false,"medium_large":false,"large":false,"1536x1536":false,"2048x2048":false,"post-thumbnail":false},"uagb_author_info":{"display_name":"pfspirit","author_link":"https:\/\/www.petitefreespirit.com\/index.php\/author\/pfspirit\/"},"uagb_comment_info":0,"uagb_excerpt":"Several years ago (over a decade now that I think about it), I wrote a small collection of poetry that seemed to flow effortlessly.&nbsp; 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